-no more

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart.

Hm, all of a sudden- i'm in love with jay chou's songs. x]
I waited for 40mins. great. but it's okay.
i learnt the art of PATIENCE. :)

many things i know now- i never once knew.
maybe if it was shown clearly, proven. none of these would have happened.
but if i had not bothered trying to find out, i would never find out.
i would never know many things.
if that phase of my life was never once played, i would never have tasted
forlorn.
ecstasy.

i suppose, i must be thankful and grateful that i've tasted this.
i've acquired whatever strength i can derive from this.
thank you.

what i've lost is just, my thoughts.
i've lost my thoughts.
it's quite a terrible thing, come to think of it.

all of a sudden, i'm so sorry for all my sins committed.
i haven't loved Him enough.
i don't even know if i've ever loved Him before.

i simply hate it.
hate detest whatever hatred word you know.
when ppl come "criticising" my religion.
i don't really see a difference.
but yet- ppl keep saying that they're's are right.
i've no right to feel hate.
but, i just hate it,
i have to endure so much comments.
how we are wrong.
saddening, y'know. i'll just sit quietly and listen to them speak.
i've gotten influenced once. wished to change, convert.
but now, no. i'll stick to mine. till i further decide.

i'm confused. i wish to get out of reality, life.
get into dreamland, and bask there.

DANCED- 10:30 PM